Everything is still going better than it's ever been before! Me and Will are still together and even kinda engaged now! YAY!

We just adopted 2 kittens from PAWS yesterday and they are extremely adorable. Their names are Mr. Sox and Mr. Sambo. As it turns out, they were actually litter mates. They're very cute together!

BEWARE OF THE FOLLOWING RANT AND RAVE:

Friends are few and far in between. Okay, they all suck. They're immature and annoying. If they're not in possession of those 2 wonderful qualities, then they're trying to rip me off. Despite the multitude of little nuisances, I found them at least a little entertaining but I'm just so sick of all their bullshit! No longer am I letting myself be used. I'm usually passive and give them whatever they want and listen to their shit while offering advice when they want it or when I feel they just need it, cuz that's what friends do, right? But they are all unappreciative and selfish! I've ignored it enough. I'm tired of being totally self-less and getting ran over! Why do I have to be a martyr? I DON'T! Where are they when I need THEM? NOWHERE! I've had enough!

Well, all the feelings of annoyance I've kept bottled up inside for years has come spilling over like a frickin' tidal wave, taking out anyone and everyone who stands in the way. I was just too passive. I know that I did this to myself. It's no one else's fault...I just need to speak my mind more often. If my so-called 'friends' feel like I've changed in a negative way, then I suppose they just didn't really know me. If they leave, well... there are plenty of decent ppl out there that I'm sure I'll get along with who can appreciate me as much as I appreciate them. Seriously though, I'm having a rather difficult time finding them It's depressing. But I suppose in the end if all else fails with friends, all I really need is Will <3

Family sucks...as usual, so no worries!

My 'lil bro is back from Afghanistan for a few weeks but he doesn't wanna see me lol. While he was overseas, he got back together with this crazy psycho bitch who tried to ruin his life when he graduated high school. Here's their story...

They had dated a few months. He was 18 and she was 16. She found out she was pregnant a few weeks after they parted ways and said that there was no doubt in her tiny little mind that it was my 'lil bro's baby. Here's the catch...they broke up because she's a cheating whore...Yeah. So she was trying to refuse him a well needed paternity test. Suspicious? I think so! We all did. Her parents forced her to do it and even paid for it! Her parents are great, I don't know where her craziness came from...But anywho, it turns out that there were no less than 10 possible fathers! And my 'lil bro was definitely NOT the father! We partied like there was no tomorrow! And then he left to boot camp the following week.

So somehow for some reason while she was practically stalking him from overseas, he started listening to her bullshit and then started buying it! They are dating. Woopie. All he ever talks or cares about is her. He actually told my mother to drive this bitch to TX when he got home from Afghanistan and he would find a way to get mom home after she dropped off the bitch. How rude! He's totally picked this psycho bitch over his family who has stuck by him through thick and thin. I know he's at that age and he's probably lonely and confused but damn...SO, I told him off for being a douche.

Then I got a text message saying that he doesn't want to see me, and the rest of my family are always calling me complaining about his little stunts with the whore...But that's the way my family always are. Nothing really new here. Sad, huh?

My family are all crazy, but I still love them and I know they love me...No matter how much of a jerk any of them can be

So this is my rant and rave of the year. I'm sorry if it depresses you...if anyone cares to read it lol. I'm usually not like this but I guess I'm turning over a new leaf so I don't explode like this to ppl who may or may not deserve it in the future.

Well, thanx for your time and I hope all is well with you and yours!